My grandmother knew I would be born way before my parents knew I existed. I was gifted to her in a dream by my great grandma. Since my birth, my late grandfather called me his mom. Though I’m pretty sure I’m not her, but that was my name and place. This is true. Yet in turn, the greatness of my purpose was known and alluded to, but the details were never revealed to me. That was God’s greatest gift to me. The same gift that is bestowed to all, the power of choice. The ability to define and shape your reality. My favorite memory with her was in our home. A room filled with smoke with light flowing in almost rhythmically from the singular window that she liked to keep open. We stared at each other and knew that we needed no words to communicate what our souls knew. A language beyond any language known to man. We could spend time without words but leave with our souls fulfilled. The dance of energies that we all participate in consciously or unconsciously. When she died I knew without being told.
In classical computing, there are only two states that can hold true, 0 and 1, binary interpretations of what is and what isn’t from the scope of what it is we understood. Naturally the universe holds more weight than that, gray areas that aren’t black and white like we previously thought. There are quantum scales, fragments that shift the variables of what we believe. We’ve all studied probability, probable outcomes based on certain variables. Quantum scales are probabilistic, basically, ambiguous, outcomes are not solidly defined and outcomes hold both 0 and 1 at the same time. Enters, Schrödinger’s cat experiment, the cat is both alive and dead, suspended in Quantum superposition until by the very act of forcing a definite outcome we unveil a definite possibility for the cat. This is how we all exist, we all have infinity at our breast, we force reality to reveal our fullest and highest potential by demanding outcomes. Basically life is a series of movements, a dance of energies. Some may say, a series of failings until we find something that works. But the movement and the very act of making a choices, is the divine act of living. The universe in constant motion within itself, grasping for meaning, trying to discover what parts of it are real, what parts are worth holding on to.
Stagnancy, complacency, is the very act of opposing the creator, the source of all being. Conformity when you should evolve. Suppression where there should be alignment. Move move move. There are two things that are guaranteed, that you were born, and that you will die. These two things are transitional periods that we should not concern ourselves with, they are beyond control and we decided the before our time on earth. They were conscious choices we made for the evolution of our souls. Everything in between is chaos and madness, absurdity, but in this noise we are meant to craft some form of meaning. I know who I am. I know what it is I am meant to do with my time here. Everything else is on Gods hands.
We are all fragments of Amun, the unseen force. We are all aspects of God. In charge of an aspect of his being, each of us is a divine interpretation of what or who God could be. Each with a flame to take charge of and keep to further divine understanding. Conceptualized. Realized. Then willed to exist. There is no special person that leads you to God. You are already God, you understand the divine by understanding yourself. There is no need for an intermediary. My mom always says that we all hold the church wherever we go, we all pray to God, so we all have direct access to source. Because…say it with me…we are all source manifested into physical reality. Know and believe that you are special and your life serves a purpose. Know that you are loved unconditionally. Embody sovereignty today!